9dp3dt Blues

On my online forum I am communicating with two ladies who had their embryo transfers the same day I did.  They have been testing for two days now and both have been negative both days. I am convinced I am in the boat with them.  Mid-morning today I had some spotting and have felt AF-type cramps today and I'm convinced it's over.

Tonight I had to help with a baby shower.  It held back the tears through it as everyone compared pregnancies and how horrible they are and how they couldn't wait to get them over with. However, I lost it the moment I walked out the door, and cried all the way home.

When I got home there was a message from another lady on the forum who has had success before, saying she spotted and had AF cramps the time she was successful.  That thought may just help me sleep tonight.