Friday, May 2, 2008

10dp3dt - "And God Remembered Kellie"

So last night I had dreams about testing this morning and finding a second line -- faint, but actually there.  When I woke up I brought myself harshly back to reality, reminding myself there would be no second line.  Nevertheless, once I was awake, I couldn't wait, so I headed to the bathroom for the infamous POAS, and though I was expecting a negative result, I was shaking the whole time.  I set the completed test on the counter, then sat on the floor with a watch and a magazine to count out the 3-minute wait.

After three minutes, I looked, and lo-and-behold, I saw that second line -- faint, but actually there.  I called S out of bed who verified that it wasn't just a figment of my imagination and then I smiled and smiled and smiled.  I can hardly tell you how incredibly wonderful I feel!

I always wondered on the forums why after ladies had a positive pregnancy test, they kept worrying, but I'm there.  I can't wait until tomorrow morning as I'm worried to see if the line is darker.  I am anxious to find out the beta number on Monday (and Wednesday!) and for the ultrasound which is only 3 weeks from Monday!

Based on the date of ER (which in this case is the date of conception), my due date will be January 9, 2009.  I can't believe I am writing that.  So I will probably have a very-close-to New Year's baby if it is a singleton, or Christmas babies if it is twins.  Thanks be to our Father in Heaven.  I feel like Rachel in the Old Testament, except putting in my own name, "And God remembered Kellie."

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